Differentiate between good and bad , is right ?

Today morning was best like fuck , me and Syafiah played catching and hide-and-seek .
Yes , only both of us . I hid myself first , then Syafiah hid herself behind the door ,

then I went inside the classroom , abe tkder . Then , aku confuse la kan .

Luckily , she went out of hiding . Then we played catching ar , fun la woi .

I've never laughed like that for a long time already .

That brightened my day .

I failed my maths , by 2 marks. That's the only subject that I've failed so far .

Laaa , baru jek ckp ngan Syafiah yg aku tk akan fail any subjects .

So much for that , I pray hard for My English and Literature to pass .

After School , went to the Kopitiam near our school , I lost 6 over dollars .

Nevermind .

Eh , wait . I didn't mention that Literature , we watched this documentary kan .

Yaa , about the Spanish people , it really made me think about the terrorist in Singapore.

Is he even a terrorist ? But , I really hope he gets caught asap . I'm scared.

Usual routine , after school , with netballers . Helped them with their homework.

Good girl.

You just have to learn to forgive , and forget the whole thing . Like seriously ar people.

This is getting stupid , what for ignoring each other , when we don't even have the benefits of doing it ?

♥ is somehow outrageous .

No one listens to me anymore.

No one listens to me anymore .

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I lend my highliter to Syafiah*bangga*
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I felt sick today , but Im not.

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I need to do my homework.

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Someone , talk to me on/in MSN , please.

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Just now , walking home with Amir& Shiqin was so random . They keep on talking

about random things .

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Stayed back with netballers.

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Sorry , Shiqin for semi-destroying your HomeEc brochure.

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I said something I shouldn't inside the girls toilet(of course la kan , takkan boys toilet! )

and I think someone heard it.

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I'm innocent !

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I think some people would get the wrong idea about something.

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I need to do my homework , again.

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I go now , You stay here . Bye .

I keep asking people that's online to sms me because I'm bored.

Sorry eh people . Kalau tanak sms tk paya ok .

HAHAHAHAHAHA:D

So in advance , I love people that's going to text me later on , more than those who don't.

Random:D

Just now had Home Ec detention , and we did the washing up of plates and stuff .

and I swear that Syafiah's a good-for-nothing , and she thought that the things that we

were supposed to do was fun -.-

Ey , detention la bodo .

Did I mention that Syafiah's a good-for-nothing ? Yes , I did.

Alright bye , I need to sneeze .

I belong to me

I ended up racking my brains for Math and Science.

Why must it be so difficult?! *smacks head*

But hey , look on the bright side , Common Test's over . Like finally ,

I don't have to flip texts like how I did for the past 3-4 days .

My eyebag's killing me , it's just so heavy ar.

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I need some sleep , seriously.

&I have to go through this hurdle , once more .

I can't handle it anymore , it's just wearing me out . I just feel the weight on my shoulders ,

I can't bear to walk with them anymore. I need some help , but who to go to ?

Nobody , and somehow I feel like my friends abandoning me at the last moments

when I'm going to break down . No, it's me that's abandoning them .

I'm sorry , friends but I just need to be alone.

Or maybe I just need to change my circle of friends that I'm around with.

&like Lydia said , I'm abandoning the 3 of you to go with the netball girls .

But hey , I'm going to be with you guys again soon okay ?

I just need the netball girls now more , not saying you guys are not important .

You guys are just as important as them , but my problems involve them right now .

Be patient tao ! :D

I'm putting all of my sadness to be happy , but it's just different , so different.

I'm afraid I'll just break down infront of everybody , it's just so difficult to put on a strong front.

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1 year and 3 days of waiting . How long can it be ?

I was just about to give up , but they said

" No , you held on to it for a long time , don't you think it's a waste to just give up ?"

I just wish - would be happy , and I'll be happy . I don't want - to be tied up by me .

So , how will I react ?

Geography .

Luckily , I studied for Geography the night before .
Nak harapkan Shafiq tak guner siol.

&suprisingly , Geography test was easy la siol.
skali fail eh ? -.-

&tadi MrTan suro tunggu for soccer boys , tgok drg da balik ke blom ar ,
thennnnnnnnnnnn , dorang tak balik skola .
Like wtf , waste time jek .

&afifah , kau waste time aku jek tao . mepek kebabai.

The way I want it to be my way.

Today's library trip was sucha waste , because we did no revision , but laughing and slacking away .

And sitting at the 2nd row is not perfect]:

I miss irritating Syafiah already. Boo !

IwanttostudyIwanttostudyIwanttostudyIwanttostudyIwanttostudy !

IwanttostudyIwanttostudyIwanttostudyIwanttostudyIwanttostudy !

IwanttostudyIwanttostudyIwanttostudyIwanttostudyIwanttostudy !

No, it's Ineedtostudy.

Because tomorrow's the start of CT1 , and I've yet to prepare myself.

Talk about getting good grades. pfffffft.

I swear I'm going to get all the questions wrong for the Math test today , except for 1.

What's happening to netballers ar ?

Being enemies , hurting themselves .

I want us to be like last time . Happyhappy , laughinglaughing.

& Nurin , it's no use doing that to yourself because of people like him okay .

and if you do that to yourself , you aren't doing yourself any good either.

You'll get through it someday , I'm sure you will.

&hey , youknow you've got us kan.

Beepbeep , stress.

Everyone's stress , so my turn!
I need to studaaayyeeeee, yes .
I need to practice Maths , memorise Geog&Science.
Ala ]:

Eh , my toenail's pain is killing me.

I WANT A TEXT MESSAGE , if you're reading this ar .
:D

PAINPAINPAIN !

My toenail is half-tercabot already , &it's painful ar .

Not that much , but it still is , ain't it ?

&HomeEc class was fun ! :D

Tadi netball merepek , like seriously.

tapi byk ketawe (:

20202002<3

&on a lighter note.

&so , just now I stayed at school till 6 , for dontknowwhatreason .
Just make me perspire for nothing.

but its great , because I could talk and sing like nobodys business.

and all of them had to abandon me to play soccer , and for some , they studied.



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&today was Total Defence Day , and I think the drill was sucha waste .

Like , seriously ar , buat penat jek.



and the cutting off of electricity was stupid , because we can still switch on the fans.

HAH , so much for the World War conditions.



and the banana notes , waste of paper only .



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&valentines ?

The whole lot of sec 2s had the enrichment on study planning .

Of all things , why mind map ?



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I got my bloody phone back , hahaha . after 3 days of surviving without it.



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I think I sprained my right ankle . Damnit .



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Just so you know.

I think it's foolish how people tell others who they like and all .

But I did , because it's all inside that it needs fresh air or smtg.

Just so you know, I'm trying hard not to show what my feelings are.

I think this is too strong , this thing . It's just not right .

Whatever it is , I hope everything changes for the better . EVERYTHING .

&for me , everything and everyone's changing. Maybe , I've changed .

I'm too softhearted , everyone says so .

I have to be stronger , yeah ?

:D

you forgot me , hello.

We celebrated coach's farewell on Monday &it was a blast.
With our own hardwork in baking the muffins and all .
So , in th end we did have fun .

&is this valentine's gift to me or what?
I got my phone confiscated by - .
&I can only collect it like , tomorrow after school.
and I've yet to tell my parents.
Pdhl Mr Thomas pon tk mara pat office . abe der melebih siol.
Ok shut , I hate the school rules.

and today only 4 pathetic people came for the remedial .
That is , me Syafiah Amirah & Ahmad.
Okay , I guess the people outside was laughing.

and we waited for Syafiah to finish her campcraft.
pdhl taknak . They forced me .
In the end , me and Lydia went to sit at the fitness corner there , and we laughed our asses off .
With our lame jokes and dontknowwhat Bollywood singing.

and just now byk org pat skola :D
you know , I like it when there's alot of people at school .
I can see faces . Hah. What crap.
But it's really true okay/.

Dala , &now , I'm waiting for my dear phone to come back , &I hope it does.
It's only a matter of 17 hours and 45 minutes till I get it.

and the teacher thought I'm in 2T2 .
Shocked , I replied la kan . I'm in 2A .
Then it was her turn to look shocked ah.
Ey , blaja btol2 dpt 2T2. How stupid.


Ok da , I want to study now , so I won't really end up in 2T2.
Chey , mcm paham .



Bye!

Didn't update because Mom made me watch Manjalara with her on the net.

Pdhl pat tv tgah show la kan.

Mom is like this.But hey , we had fun gathering in front of the comp as a family and laughing at Manja.

andandand yesterday . Like finally kan , our family get to sit at the dining table and eat together.

So funnn la woi.

Ala , I want Monday fast!

I DOUBLE HATE ISKANDAR.

HE'S NUMBER ZERO IN MY LIFE.

I'm sorry for doing this , but I seriously hate you .

and fathiah , I hope you're really thinking of what you say about other people.

Much appreciated.

(:

Oh Yes , this one too.

Sorry , your face look like - in this one .

But still ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IGNATIUS LEE.

This chick is 14 years old today.

Da tue buat hal tue ok.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYDIA.

irritating -

Woi , I dont know what to talk about .
(:

Anywayyyy,
to - , tk paham2 bahase eh ?!
tak suke means tak suke ah . fuck you irritating bastard.
pegi suke pompuan laen tk leh eh ?
Do you like being rejected ? crazy little fellow .

Why am I even wasting my time . it's not worth it .
I had the wrong attention.